Most of them are chronicled pretty well at denofdemons.org. You'll have to register though. I haven't the nerve to post yet, cause they're pretty good about eating their own and it's pretty no holds barred over there, but it's endlessly amusing to find the bjd stuff to make fun of. And I spent Saturday reading up on this Final Fantasy VII cult insanity. Who would've thought?!
http://demon-sushi.com/warning/

Eh, actually, posting that out in the open and your guys' comments, I was thinking today how I really get a lot of my energy from being around other people even though I'm pretty okay being on my own. And though I love all of my online friends, I just can't get that same energy as being in the same room and entertaining people, so today I forced myself to get up and do things and I think realizing that and actually just making myself get off the couch will be a good start. My mom's got a lot of junk jewelry so I'll start going over there and making things to put up on etsy or something. Maybe join match.com? It worked for you for a little while. ;)

Even moving though, I don't know where I would go without the same problems and the logistics of that...*shudder*. Bah, I dunno, hopefully this will pass. Thanks for your concern though. It helps to know I have connections to people out there somewhere. :D