Status update #1 + Prequel
Jun. 7th, 2007 03:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zalliaWork: Chewed out by boss, budget annoyance, mild co-worker strife
Personal: Lots of budget temptations
Story: We're back to wanting acceptance from the sociopath. Through classical music, elegance, strength and noble flaws. Vulnerability hidden behind self-sufficiency and brilliance. Back in the real world, the good man and the powerful man relegated to background characters. Short, black cocktail dress, flared out skirt, hair up. Sneaking around in the enemy's domicile. Lack of fear is quickly changed to imminent death with a knife at the throat and the aggressor very close, very insane and very soothing. And then giving in to powerlessness. A drugged sleep.
The last couple of days:
Status: Home sick from work, just a cold, mostly watching TV and playing on the computer with a little bit of video games in between. Tatton's father's health is looking very bad.
Story: The magic realm, but independent strength and anger. Working with a group of protectors, then lost from the fold in a natural danger. The enemy becomes the rescuer, but at a price. The usual demon(?) prince, dark hair and eyes, playful and provoking. Life for servitude, but acceptance, though because there is anger and it is still the same past. No, the family is known in dreams. Painful dreams. Giving rise to the anger. Appearance is kept secret and then attraction, infatuation. Need was growing. Protector outfit, fully covered. Slim, elegant dresses. Taunting, feeding, party, awareness, hot springs bath.
Personal: Lots of budget temptations
Story: We're back to wanting acceptance from the sociopath. Through classical music, elegance, strength and noble flaws. Vulnerability hidden behind self-sufficiency and brilliance. Back in the real world, the good man and the powerful man relegated to background characters. Short, black cocktail dress, flared out skirt, hair up. Sneaking around in the enemy's domicile. Lack of fear is quickly changed to imminent death with a knife at the throat and the aggressor very close, very insane and very soothing. And then giving in to powerlessness. A drugged sleep.
The last couple of days:
Status: Home sick from work, just a cold, mostly watching TV and playing on the computer with a little bit of video games in between. Tatton's father's health is looking very bad.
Story: The magic realm, but independent strength and anger. Working with a group of protectors, then lost from the fold in a natural danger. The enemy becomes the rescuer, but at a price. The usual demon(?) prince, dark hair and eyes, playful and provoking. Life for servitude, but acceptance, though because there is anger and it is still the same past. No, the family is known in dreams. Painful dreams. Giving rise to the anger. Appearance is kept secret and then attraction, infatuation. Need was growing. Protector outfit, fully covered. Slim, elegant dresses. Taunting, feeding, party, awareness, hot springs bath.
