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Work: Chewed out by boss, budget annoyance, mild co-worker strife
Personal: Lots of budget temptations

Story: We're back to wanting acceptance from the sociopath. Through classical music, elegance, strength and noble flaws. Vulnerability hidden behind self-sufficiency and brilliance. Back in the real world, the good man and the powerful man relegated to background characters. Short, black cocktail dress, flared out skirt, hair up. Sneaking around in the enemy's domicile. Lack of fear is quickly changed to imminent death with a knife at the throat and the aggressor very close, very insane and very soothing. And then giving in to powerlessness. A drugged sleep.

The last couple of days:
Status: Home sick from work, just a cold, mostly watching TV and playing on the computer with a little bit of video games in between. Tatton's father's health is looking very bad.

Story: The magic realm, but independent strength and anger. Working with a group of protectors, then lost from the fold in a natural danger. The enemy becomes the rescuer, but at a price. The usual demon(?) prince, dark hair and eyes, playful and provoking. Life for servitude, but acceptance, though because there is anger and it is still the same past. No, the family is known in dreams. Painful dreams. Giving rise to the anger. Appearance is kept secret and then attraction, infatuation. Need was growing. Protector outfit, fully covered. Slim, elegant dresses. Taunting, feeding, party, awareness, hot springs bath.

WTF?

Date: 2007-06-07 09:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xarx.livejournal.com
What's with the stories?

Date: 2007-06-07 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] serisun.livejournal.com
Hmm... sorry that work doesn't seem to be going well lately.

But your stories are interesting if not a bit mysterious.
Are they from RP?

Date: 2007-06-07 09:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zallia.livejournal.com
Wow, you guys are quick to comment! It's an exercise I'm doing to try and connect better with my emotions. I often retreat into various daydream-y worlds or stories, and they vary often with themes and locations, so I'm curious to see how it relates to what's going on in the real world. Like if I'm feeling like I've failed at my job, does that lead me to strengthen the other person or go into the submissive persona? So mostly just a way to track curiosity on my part. I guess I could make it my view only, but I thought it might also be interesting to other people. And confusing. : )

Re: WTF?

Date: 2007-06-07 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zallia.livejournal.com
See below! Just my own psychoanalytical fun!

Date: 2007-06-07 09:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] serisun.livejournal.com
For the greater Universal Internet Confusion I demand you keep posting your stories. ^_^

Date: 2007-06-07 10:15 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Hee hee! Will do! Thanks!

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