Feb. 18th, 2003
Well, now that I'm here, I'm suddenly feeling shy. Though I suppose I shouldn't since no one will see this anyways. It shall just be a place to rant and rave and maybe entertain a few people I deign worthy enough to come here. I should be writing a paper, but of course I'm practicing avoidance behaviour and doing this instead. My throat hurts, my eyes are still blurry from an evening of crying, but I need to stay strong. I've done really good the past couple of years and I can't slip back into old ways. Hehe, I told myself I wasn't going to put my real thoughts and feelings and bitch about the things that are really bothering me. I have to keep in mind people will see this. It's hard though, I suppose. We all need an outlet. Time to go modify the journal and then I'll probably make the third entry for the night. Hehe, ja ne for now!
Hello again everyone(Seri)! Let's see, what to say now. Oh! I'll talk about my day. My clock got turned off so when I redid the time, instead of putting it 12 mins. fast, I put it 12 mins. slow so I had about 10 mins. to get ready. Then I brought the wrong book for my math class which made the examples fun. Then I spent about 3 hours reading Harry Potter in the cushy student lounge. STILL not done with it though! I started the introvert's book too, and hopefully it'll give me better insight in to what I'm doing wrong, or how to handle things better. More on that later. And I found a menu for the caefeteria and it's a freakin' restaurant in there! All this time, frito pie was just a step away...then we goaded the Portales class into a fight in Marketing. God that class is so fun. Thank god he can't see us.
Okay, I got the magic thingie now, so everyone(Seri) can know what I'm feeling and what music I'm listening to! This is going to be great(lame) now! There's all kinds of shiznit icons on this thing though. WTF is this crap?? Geez. Everything has to be so complicated. Like getting in shape. I buy a video. But that's not enough. I need a mat. And weights(which I already had, yay!) and now a cardio routine or something. Hm, there doesn't seem to be an avoidance behavior mood, or even one that really fits my mood right now. It's like five going on at the same time. Guess I'll just have to fill it in myself. : P Tea's hard to swallow cause my throat still hurts. Okay, that's it for this one. Stay tuned for the fifth installment coming in 15 minutes!
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Okay, at special request, I shall now delve into the fight between Portales and Roswell! On-site Vs. On-line, Round 1!
Well, we had these presentations to do, right? Look up some SMALL hardware stores online, and talk a bit about them, what was good and bad, etc. cause we'll be making a site for this guy's store. Well, we do that and go first and then as the other groups go, it's all Home Depot and Lowe's and Ace Hardware. So we're like wtf? And getting all worked up about this cause we did it how he said to. Also, we were just supposed to analyze the sites but other people were already giving suggestions on what the guy's site should be and one group even had the gall to go ahead and make one!! So, at the end during the "comments" section, this lady got on and was all "We were under the impression it should have been this way, but the other people did it this way." and we could hear the Portales class going "oooo" and then they're all like "we couldn't find any" and she's all "We found five!" and they started getting really pissed off cause the teacher's all "I was gonna bring that up and what's up with that guys?" Hehe, it was cool. Damn, I have to make up my mood for all of these.
Well, we had these presentations to do, right? Look up some SMALL hardware stores online, and talk a bit about them, what was good and bad, etc. cause we'll be making a site for this guy's store. Well, we do that and go first and then as the other groups go, it's all Home Depot and Lowe's and Ace Hardware. So we're like wtf? And getting all worked up about this cause we did it how he said to. Also, we were just supposed to analyze the sites but other people were already giving suggestions on what the guy's site should be and one group even had the gall to go ahead and make one!! So, at the end during the "comments" section, this lady got on and was all "We were under the impression it should have been this way, but the other people did it this way." and we could hear the Portales class going "oooo" and then they're all like "we couldn't find any" and she's all "We found five!" and they started getting really pissed off cause the teacher's all "I was gonna bring that up and what's up with that guys?" Hehe, it was cool. Damn, I have to make up my mood for all of these.