Suck

[zallia]

How does everything get so fucked up so quickly? The things I've so been looking forward to the most these past few months have now become some of the biggest grievances in my life. Let's see, first I can't install my harddrive because I don't have the Windows XP installation disc since they don' t fucking give them out when you buy a computer. I finally got my car CD player and now I"ve come to realize I won't be able to install it myself and no one I know can or knows someone who can so I'm going to have to pay another 40 dollars to have it put in, but god knows when I can do that since I have two fucking presenations on Satuday, the papers for both of those to do plus another assignment. Also, it seems my Ohio trip is cancelled or at least on the back burner. I can't get ahold of Tatton. My mom was bugging me the other day about going so I called Robert and told him not to bother getting the plane tickets, but I didn't realize til I told him that that he said he would get me the NM to Alb. ones tomorrow. So I just bothered him for nothing. But maybe I could have made it work since the plane tickets aren't any more now than they were when I checked. And it would have been just me since he said he wouldn't be able to go which would have been another hurdle. But I guess it's too late now huh? I got Mega64 dvd today, though, but even that's not enough to compensate for how shitty I feel right now. I guess if I could postpone the trip to Ohio I could have some money saved up to paint my car and get a video camera but even my hopes for the Amazing Race feel futile at this point. Passports are fucking 80 dollars plus another 10 for pictures. George had talked about going to Colorado for an anime con but then he was waivering on that, so I guess there goes that fucking idea too. I swear to god, ya'll, this year has been so fucking shitty. Even works been suck cause I can't keep my damn fucking mouth shut and when I try and do something nice by buying a little something for everyone I somehow end up with one short even though I counted correctly while I was buying them. I don't know what to get my family for Christmas, I still haven't gotten most of my out of town stuff shipped off (Tatton, colors!!). I dunno. I just feel so fucking defeated right now. There's other stuff I won't even bother bitching about on here. Anyways I just needed to unload I guess. Back to crying. Ja.

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[wyrmis.livejournal.com]

*leaping hug*

I love you! I hope it gets better!

[zallia.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I love you, too. *hugs* : ) I've got your wedding/Christmas gift, I just need to find it again and get it mailed out.

[kuraibanin.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm really sorry that I've been fairly unreachable. I just got back in town a few days ago and I've been on crunch time to get presents ready for my nieces and nephews (I made them each bracelets at the last minute because Marina gave me a hard time about buying them gifts).

We should be able to install your hard drive without that XP install disc. We can just leave XP installed on your current drive and add the second one as an additional drive. I'll be gone most of the day today because we're driving to North Carolina today, but I should be able to walk you through installing that hard drive later this week from down there.

I'm sorry I never responded to your e-mail about the colors, I felt bad because I thought you were going to get me a christmas gift even though I still have youe gift from last year sitting here in a box. In hindsightI realize that wasn't fair to you. Gomen... It's dark blue.

I'll give you a call this week and we'll find a time that I can walk you through the install and talk about the trip here. I really hope you can make it. I'm sorry again to have caused you so much grief. ;_;x.

[zallia.livejournal.com]

It's okay, Tatton, it's not your fault. When I get bogged down by so much I just have to crash about it and try to focus on one thing at a time. Are you going out of town this weekend? I can get the XP disc on friday and Sunday's my next free day. If I can't make it for Ohayocon I can at least plan for Spring Break so I don't plan on not coming. *hugs* I'm just going to send you a few things. I know you don't like Christmas, but I'm buying everyone else presents, so might as well you too. ;)

[kuraibanin.livejournal.com]

I am out of town this weekend, but I should still be able to walk you through adding that drive. My nieces and nephews spend most of their time with me and Mom always feels a little left out so it might be good for me to be "incapacitated" for an hour or so. Just drop me an e-mail (I'm on their network and checking it regularly now) and I'll do my best to be available when you're free. TTYL!! <

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I am out of town this weekend, but I should still be able to walk you through adding that drive. My nieces and nephews spend most of their time with me and Mom always feels a little left out so it might be good for me to be "incapacitated" for an hour or so. Just drop me an e-mail (I'm on their network and checking it regularly now) and I'll do my best to be available when you're free. TTYL!! <<Hugs!!>>

Daijoubu! (or however that's spelled)

[serisun.livejournal.com]

ah I'm so sorry things are going so badly right now for you.

I'm sure they will improve very soon. Just got to wait the bad times out, right?
If you really need a crappy anime con to visit, I think they're still planning the possible suckfest that is Anizona Con. lol, well.. it's too early to tell if that con will suck or not. But there's no way it could ever compare to going to Ohayocon. Maybe some last minute things will work out and you can still go to ohio.

I do miss you and hanging out a lot. Wish i could see that Mega64 DvD. It's probably so freakin awesome!!! *sniff* how unfair. I did find a guy who said he'd burn me naruto if I brought him a ream of blank cd's. But he can't burn them til January sometime he said. oh! have you read the latest shonen jump! they're skipping ahead in the manga for Yu-Gi-Oh, That so pisses me off. I don't want to skip ahead! What about those of us who haven't watched all of the Anime? those jerks. the original poster art was pretty cool tho.

you know what... i even miss watching the live action sailor moon with you guys. now how could anybody miss that show? ( oh wait my stupid roommate could, she loves that show. She's bought the soundtrack for it cuz she loves that cest la vie song. I'm so glad she doesn't have CD player. lol, yeah she bought a cd and has no player for it. lets all laugh at her now. hahahaha! that silly ho!)

Ok, this reply is getting kind a long. I miss talking to ya girl. take care of yourself and don't let the world get ya down. The years close to changing anyways. ganbatte!