Busy Busy Day

[zallia]

Ugh. I wanna go pass out. Let's see, today started at 9 getting ready for school and then going to take 2 finals in a row. Luckily they both took less than the 2 hours allotted and I got back pretty early about 1 and took a shower and stuff and tried to study for my other final. Then George came by and we set up the RPG thing for tomorrow at 5 at my house. Then it was on the to the terrible. I took the two tests at Hastings. I think I did alright on the math/vocabulary thing though the personality test was pretty crappy. We were waiting for the third girl to finish, and the "store leader" strode past and was all "Did you guys not hear me?? I said go to the customer service desk when you're done!" in this real snotty tone. So Sunni, I don't think it's just you. He's just a general ass. But anyways, he scheduled an interview for 4 tomorrow, so it'll be cutting it close with the RP'ing. I'm so dreading it. Esp. after him being a bitch earlier. I feel like I'm gonna puke. And I think I gotta wear a skirt. >_<x I hope hope Sunni gets a job there too. I'm not sure I wanna brave this alone. This guy told me today that he has to fight to even get hours so I may end up getting that second job at Target, I dunno. Oh and I rushed through my last final just so I could wait afterwards to talk to the red-haired guy. I got up the nerve to ask him if he was interested in role-playing and he wasn't and mentioned working 3 jobs and asking out another girl and immediately left. So there goes the liking me theory. *sigh* Right now, I just wish I had someone to hold me and stroke me hair and re-assure me that it's gonna be alright with all this crap. I want someone to support me and that I can just hang out with and just knowing he's beside me makes all the bad stuff seem less. It was so peaceful at the school tonight, perfectly cool, the sky a beautiful cobalt, the sun setting pink and orange. I just wanted someone there I could relax with and lean on. I want to be happy with someone.

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[serisun.livejournal.com]

He said he'd call... but I don't think he will.
I don't mind wearing skirts tho. I have lots of skirts. And most of them are khaki. It would work out better for me if we wore skirts. hehehe. The books associate girl I was talking to says she only gets like 5 hours a day(she didn't mind it). Maybe working at target would be a better job. And if you get both jobs.. we'll work together at target. ^_^
Don't worry if your interview runs over.. I'll hold things down til you get there.
Arg! Wait for Zal! *slaps george's hands* lol

As for the red-haired guy. Well at least you know for certain now, that's better then being in doubt. And next you'll be a little bit braver and more used to asking a guy out. But I'll always be here for you, if not physically, then by email.