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[zallia]

I got all the Sonic games from McD's! Yay!! I don't have to worry about how I'll find the money to pay for a Happy Meal anymore. : P Next up on the platter, I sucked it up and called the school today and the lady assured me I'd get an apartment so we went ahead and sent in the deposit. I'm getting nervous now though. I also had to mess with my schedule for most of the night and as a result barely finished my hw a few minutes ago. Still got it in on time though. They opened up some spots in the accounting class I needed, but as a result I had to drop Yoga. I also dropped on of my Marketing classes cause it was 400 level and I'm going to have so much shit on my plate anyways. I added something called Stretch and Relax to take the place of Yoga, but unfortunately it's at 11 on Monday so I'll have to learn to get up early to drive back on time.
It'll be sad to leave Roswell behind, esp. since I've just gotten used to hanging out with people and having fun a lot. But of course it has to end sometime. Since, Zarx and Sunnie are dating now, I guess I shouldn't hang out with him anymore and she's busy with work and when school comes around she'll be busy with that and him. So, I would have been alone anyways, so I'll just have to get used to it. I'm worried about my mom though. I hope she's not too lonely down here. It'll be good to get away and learn to do for myself and stuff. Oh, I also found out I'm not getting the thousand dollar scholarship I thought I was so there goes a ton of my plans. I really want to get a video camera, but I think they're very expensive. I also want a CD player for my car, so I don't have to worry about changing them while I'm driving back and forth. I'm so worried about the cats too, especially the Chiblet. We're so close and I can tell she's already upset about me leaving. I should probably stop now, cause I'm sure I'll just get made fun of...
Nothing to do now except finish up my class and then go to Colorado I guess. Oh yeah, that. -_-x I'm gonna look so ugly in the dress I thought was going to look pretty. I never look pretty in anything though. I've starved myself for half the summer to no avail. Getting away will be good for that too.
I got a lot of neat stuff at Burke's today though. 95% off is the best!! I got a couple more kitties out of the machine at Wal-mart too.
I hope I make good friends up at Portales...everyone else seems to when they go away and I'm running out of the pool here in Roswell. Maybe I can start fresh with a new personality there, so I won't scare people away or piss them off. I always manage to put my foot in my mouth though.
There's so much I was going to do this summer, but it's so freaking hot. My parents are all spazzing about how we're going to move me in cause mom has a show I was supposed to help that weekend before school starts. The only way will be if they let us up there sooner. Ugh, they can't even send an information packet or anything. The girl was just all "you need to send $150". Gee, thanks for all your help guys. No wonder people drop out of school. They make everything so freaking hard!
I dunno where life is taking me, but I have the feeling it's going to get harder before it gets better. Wait for me, Imaginary Portales Friends. ^_^

Comments

[serisun.livejournal.com]

Nah when school starts.. I should be having more time.. considering I'll know my secedule and classes are only what an hour and half long? so that will be what.. 5 or 6 hours a week? as opposed to 40 hours a week of work. Don't worry... we'll find ways to see each other. And you'll make friends in portales.. just remember to smile and give lots of complements.. people love complements!
Congrats on the apartment tho, that'll be way better then the dorms I'm sure.. and people will want to go to your place cuz you don't live in the dorms. lol see you could make friends easy.. now they may not be "true" friends but.. lets not start with the labels, as long as you have them, who cares! lol
And don't worry about hanging out with Zarx, hang out with him all you want, drive him crazy if you so desire. Just as long as you allow me to torture him in the end. :P lol. I fear I like teasing and torturing him a bit too much.. one day he'll scream "fucking bitch" at me and we'll never see him again. yep.. im on my way to ruining it for both of us. hehe

[zallia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I bought 3 plate sets if you guys ever wanna come visit me. And don't worry about angering George. I don't think its possible. Come to think of it, I've never seen him angry...
And thanks for letting me hang out with him. He's like the only one I see anymore and he plays practically any video game with me. ^_^

[syd100881.livejournal.com]

I really need to stop intruding on your journal. -_-'

Seriously though... don't starve yourself. You look beautiful the way you are, and it's the inside that counts; not the outside.

Beyond that, if your body notices an excessive drop in the intake of food, it will actually start storing fat; similar to the way an animal who will hibernate might. Or so I've heard. Either way, starving = bad.

And now that I'm done intruding on your diary for... what... the third time in 6 weeks? ...I'm off again. -.-;

[zallia.livejournal.com]

lol That's okay, Syd. I realized later I chose a poor choice of words. I love food too much to really starve myself. I've just done my thing of having one small meal a day. It's easy now, cause it's so freaking hot I don't feel like eating anything. -_-x
And I think my body will have to eat off a lot of fat before it has room to store it. lol

[brian-the-brain.livejournal.com]

I honestly don't think anyone cares about how you look. Just don't starve yourself, eat what you want. I know I do. ^_^


And why change your personality? First off, your personality is great from what I've seen. Second, it is just very hard to just change how you act. That's about as hard as trying to lick your elbow...


And try not to worry about where life is taking you.


Sorry for breaking in your journal again...