Down again...
Feb. 22nd, 2003 08:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zalliaWell, I found out Sunnie called about 30 minutes before I got back from dinner and I'm sure her, Robert and Leo went out again tonight. And yet again, I'm not included. I guess it's supposed to be this way. They seem better suited for each other and I'll always be the odd man out in any setting. I should have come to accept by now that all my friendships are fleeting. They never last. I don't blame them, it's probably my personality or lack thereof. I'm just not the type suited to friends, I think.
Perhaps they don't last because it seems that I take on a helper role in the relationship and then when the other person is helped, they have no more need of me and move on to other people that they like/need more. But that may be thinking too much of myself...
Perhaps they don't last because it seems that I take on a helper role in the relationship and then when the other person is helped, they have no more need of me and move on to other people that they like/need more. But that may be thinking too much of myself...
