Feeling not good all over...
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zalliaSo. I'm anxiety-ridden. This is not a normal state for my being and I do not like it. It is mostly work related an as always is stemming from the PR side of things. I mean, I don't understand why they designate someone as PR(me) and expect them to do all these magical PR tasks and then proceed to give them NO information whatsoever. Anyhow's to make this yucko story shorter, there's a program this Saturday, I'm apparently supposed to have put an ad in the paper despite the fact that no one has given me a budget amount or a clear idea of what this ad is supposed to look like or when it is supposed to run. Especially fun since by my count the buck has been passed at least 3 times before making its way to me. And I have to do an additional article for the paper and go to the radio on wednesday and god knows what else. BLARG I HATES THIS.
And that stress gives me the urge to buy a doll to have something to look forward to, but trying to decide that matter just drives me into a whole nother tangle of knots. If I go with the Aku cat, do I get it from Souldoll with free shipping and my choice of eyes, but incur a month-long wait and probably spend more buying another pair of eyes or do I go with my PukiPongPong and then get pissed off if they do a Christmas event coming up and I miss out on free goods? Do I get the Bobobie Pixie on DoA that will come with wig, eyes and outfit, but was not my first choice or go for the DIM Minimee guy that comes with a free head that would be a cheap bf for tessa but i would have to paint him myself and if i'm going to do that, shouldn't I look for a mold i really like but that will probably be twice as much...*hyperventilates*
Oh did I mention PMS, too? Yeah, fun day. Anyways, so despite the fact that I've done nothing for a week, I really wanted to do something with NaNoWriMo since everyone else seems to have the ability to do it, but when I started with the story I thought I wanted to do, it was very personal and awkward, so I had to bail on that. Then I got the bright idea to just write about the crazy story ideas we come up with about the library and whatever else we talk about, but since that was pretty much like an extended LJ entry I'm not sure if it veers too much into Non-fiction territory when novel apparently applies to fiction only. So.
I'm open to ideas if anyone wants to throw stuff out there for me to write about cause I have no effin' idea at this point, though I'm hedging towards just scraping it all together or just continuing with the semi-personal story and just throw it at NaNo anyways. Thoughts? Guidance? Help? Please?
I R SAD TODAY
And that stress gives me the urge to buy a doll to have something to look forward to, but trying to decide that matter just drives me into a whole nother tangle of knots. If I go with the Aku cat, do I get it from Souldoll with free shipping and my choice of eyes, but incur a month-long wait and probably spend more buying another pair of eyes or do I go with my PukiPongPong and then get pissed off if they do a Christmas event coming up and I miss out on free goods? Do I get the Bobobie Pixie on DoA that will come with wig, eyes and outfit, but was not my first choice or go for the DIM Minimee guy that comes with a free head that would be a cheap bf for tessa but i would have to paint him myself and if i'm going to do that, shouldn't I look for a mold i really like but that will probably be twice as much...*hyperventilates*
Oh did I mention PMS, too? Yeah, fun day. Anyways, so despite the fact that I've done nothing for a week, I really wanted to do something with NaNoWriMo since everyone else seems to have the ability to do it, but when I started with the story I thought I wanted to do, it was very personal and awkward, so I had to bail on that. Then I got the bright idea to just write about the crazy story ideas we come up with about the library and whatever else we talk about, but since that was pretty much like an extended LJ entry I'm not sure if it veers too much into Non-fiction territory when novel apparently applies to fiction only. So.
I'm open to ideas if anyone wants to throw stuff out there for me to write about cause I have no effin' idea at this point, though I'm hedging towards just scraping it all together or just continuing with the semi-personal story and just throw it at NaNo anyways. Thoughts? Guidance? Help? Please?
I R SAD TODAY
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Date: 2008-11-11 02:35 am (UTC)You could write about.....
a single girl looking for love
a rotten relationship and plotting murder
a girl who is lost in a dolly world a la Dolls in the Attic
what strawberry shortcake would really be like as an adult after having grown up with no adult supervision as a child
Cookies taking over the world
Anxiety rots, I hope things look up soon
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Date: 2008-11-11 03:16 am (UTC)Thanks for the ideas! I think the first ones would be easier to write 50,000 words for, but the last ones would be fun to do short stories about esp since the SC one is the kind of stuff we talk about at work anyways. ;P
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Date: 2008-11-11 05:40 pm (UTC)Those ideas were pulled out of my butt, feel free to toss them out the window.... I won't be offended ^_^ it was more to get your head thinking that anything else
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Date: 2008-11-11 06:12 pm (UTC)Nah, I just feel bad whining about my stupid crap, when I actually have things pretty well off, so I guess I create panic to offset that or something. I dunno, I'm a spazz. x_o
Actually, it did get me thinking and I went back to my original plan and even have a beginning! It's only 872 words and since I still can't get the laptop to work I very much doubt I'm going to hit 50 thou, but hey at least I did something about it so's i can be a nanonerd too, hehe. But since it was kind of a combination of your first two ideas anyways I went with that.