zallia | Weariness sets in... (Reply)

Hey all.
It was Potter's Guild Weekend and leading up to it and the event itself is always draining. Not that I really do anything, but mom's always such a mess her spaziness just takes a lot out of me. At least these days I have a car and am not stuck there for the full 8 hours, but I'm still hella glad it's over. Mom will never do anything either "until after Potter's Guild" so things should begin moving again.

I found a new dolly friend to talk to! We PM back and forth while we should be working, lol. I'm glad since I need someone to gossip with in whatever I do. OMG, I've spent way too much on dolls this month. I really hadn't planned on it, but the Rozen Maiden sale was just too irresistable. At least it looks like they probably won't bill til next week so it may give the CC time to cycle. I think I have like 9 coming!? I regret Holly and Latte now, since I bought them before this flux of ones I really wanted. -_- Damn my impulse buying. At least I have shades for Death though.

And in further proof of my lameness, after signing up for NaNo and starting a story, I have done absolutely nothing. God, I'm so stubborn about actually doing things and I have no idea why. I get very melancholy and then want to do a project to feel productive and then...don't. I guess I just figure it won't amount to anything in the end, so why even bother?

My photoshoot's not going well either. After working on it for like 3 hours, I have absolutely nothing submitable. The lighting in my house is ghastly since my LR light's fucked up and I just don't have a good photo studio. I'll upload them to flickr tonight and see if anyone can help me out. I really like the concept and props, but the execution is just not there at all. It's so discouraging. Once again, my only goal is to get past the first round, though the prizes are pretty awesome, but I know I won't make it there. Gah, how do people get such good lighting on theirs?!

Did they really kill off Cotton on King of the Hill? I couldn't watch cause I can't deal with death right now.

Well, I'm getting sleepy/sick from the incense so I guess I'll leave it there.